I am starting to write again after I
stopped writing for learning English. Now, the time pointed almost midnight and
rainy came outside. This ambience is so melancholic. I was typing and thinking
about my job. I believe many people was doing something like me. I was not
alone although in my room I was alone. Hearing rainy made me feeling peace.
Rainy is like song of nature. I like to see rainy from window and write
something in the window. I thought, I did it when I was childhood.
Today, I just went to my campus and
accepted Arabic lecture. Actually I have two classes today, but my lecturer
could not give us the lecture. So, my friend and I decided to watch a movie in
class. We watched Habibie Ainun Movies.
Is the title interesting for you? I
should say that currently I don’t feel hungry. I guess this condition is caused
I am thinking many thing such as Arabic skill, my job, my English skill,
prepare to get scholarship, my lecture task, my community. For this week, I
should focus on my job. Meanwhile, I also have three task again. And on
Saturday I am going to go Niken’s wedding. It needs more time also. But for
now, I just do all thing that I can do without think much. Talking about it is
easy. But I should be honest in the reality it is so hard. I worried the effect
from this, I am sick. I am such unnormal people. It is unhealthy. And day by
day my weight decreases. In other hand I like this condition because I have
more time to do, think, and reflect. And I not become extravagant person.
My planning for today is to print
proposal, translate testimony, complete newsletter, meet with Mr Muqowwim, etc.
I think enough for this sharing. I am
going to continue in following day. I still should write it in Arabic but my
eyes is so sleepy. (24/11/16)
